Im'ma stay through it all so jump then fall

2009-12-13T09:57:00.000-08:00

NEW BLOG

momentaryflips.blogspot.com

relink, pretty please?

2009-11-08T05:46:00.000-08:00

Abandoning blog for a while. Too painful to write anything down now.

2009-11-06T03:37:00.000-08:00

Please god. Please just wake me up from this dream, from this nightmare. I do not think I can take it.

2009-11-02T22:31:00.000-08:00

It's not that I don't wanna be in. I just, don't fit in. AT ALL.

2009-11-01T04:12:00.001-08:00

FOUND HER :D

sasha.

2009-11-01T01:53:00.001-07:00

please come back :(

2009-10-29T23:58:00.000-07:00

My dad's very good friend has just passed away. He suffered from lymphoma cancer, and was at a critical stage. The last time I saw him, his voice was raspy and small, he was so, so thin.

My dad visited him in hospital frequently, visited his home, and took him to Terengganu for treatment.

Zaki (his name) had a company of his own, something to do with being a contractor. SO his wife runs it now. He didn't spent his days moaning bout being gone, or partying his life away. He worked hard, traveled around to find a last project that he could for the company, to support his family with the money after he was gone.

May Allah bless his soul.

2009-10-28T06:54:00.000-07:00

I can DEFINITELY say, that in these couple of days, I have been more stressed out than I have been for PMR. Like, fo' shizzle. Everything did not seem to fall into place.

I had no clue about how to debate. But gah I have friends that are golden, ones of a kind. They helped me through SO MUCH. They totally dealt with all my insecurities. Thank you Timothy and Andrea, for spending A WHOLE LOT of time helping Sandra and I for the first night. Seriously. I understood everything *well almost* that you guys said. You have imparted wisdom upon us :D esther too! Thanks :D

The first night that we had our very first debate discussion ( well, first for Sandra and I) was actually very fun . We went to Papa's Cafe cause KopiTime's wifi was down. (papatime!)

At Kopi Time:

us: S'cuse me, do you have wifi?
waiter: no problem!

So we were like, what? Asked again, then they said no wifi. pfft. Neither did KFC.
Oh Tim, I have NO IDEA how dictionary.com was opened in one of our tabs. Bleh, who needs dictionary.com *shy face*. We started discussing around 4 and ended at 10 or so? That's very long! And I can say, I did so much. I may not have done well for the debate the next day, my apologies, it was my first time EVER debating. Oh right, the first motion was "do not count the chickens before they are hatched".

The second debate, the motion was "well said is better than well done". I was definitely the weakest out of my team. Again, I'm sorry. I did try my best. I really did. I stayed up researching but I guess I didn't do it right.

My dear viewers, I am sorry if you think I do not deserve to be in the team. But you have no right to say I can not do it, to say I am not capable of doing so. I have always wanted to be a debater. Those debates were my first tries. I would try my best, to prove you wrong. To prove to you that I can do it. And how did I gain my self confidence?

MY BEST, BEST FRIENDS

Sandra Chong Min San, I love you.

Thanks so much, SO MUCH. You were, and I know you will, always be there for me. Thanks for calming me down, for helping me realize that I can do it. Thanks for giving me a shoulder to cry on (literally).

Iman Najwa bt Abdul Razak, I love you.

Thank you so much! You give me undying support. Always being there for me, and for that, thank you. Thank you for being my number one cheerleader.

Erica Chan Shearn Ean, I love you.

This girl has been through the thick and thin with me for a long time, and I hope for many years to come. Thanks Erica, for all of the motivation and everything, for making me realize that I am not all the thing I've said that's been putting myself down. For believing in me, and for being truthful.

Amanda Soh Sha Lyn, I love you.

For ALWAYS being there for me too. we've known each other for 5 years! And in all those, I can always come to you if I have a problem, and you always offer help and support. Thanks Amanda, our friendship means so much.

Samantha Cheh, I love you.

For being hard on me, but just to make sure I dont always put myself down! The right amount of being stern, and a right amount of love :)

Timothy Sim, I love you

YES I SAID IT. haha. I love my team (tim). You helped me so much, so freaking much. You used up a whole lot of time, just for the good of it. And that, I appreciate :)

Andrea Prisha, I love you

For the millions of help, and the patience you have with me :)

I have no idea what I did to deserve such great friends.

Again, It's been such a stressful week. I wanted to scream, wanted to laugh, and wanted to cry at the same time. SO thanks Sandra, Erica, Iman and Amanda for letting me cry like an idiot and rant in front of you guys. Thanks Esther for the encouragement needed.

Sabreena= busy bee? REALLY? I have to prepare for debate, and arrange the performances for the charity house. Yeah some students from DJ will be visiting an orphanage on the 5th of Nov(kevin's bday!).

Personal note to Sandra:

Gue sayang bangat sama lu sih. Gue sangat terima kasih dengan lo. Yea, we got so much closer post-PMR. And I am glad for that! Good to know I have a friend that's trying all she can to get a scholarship too! EH MY BEST FRIEND THE DYNAMITEZ CHEERLEADER. Love love love! Wish you and your pet a happy ever after :D

Yeah yeah I speak indon with my peeps now.

If you were wondering, why do I spend such a long time blogging and so hung up over just over a few debates. Well, it wasn't just the debates. It's everything else.

Can we talk the talk?

2009-10-26T08:06:00.001-07:00

26th October 09

What have I gotten myself into?

I have never even watched a live english debate nor a clue on how it it supposed to go.

Yay yeah, trying out for the debate team.

I got home around 10.15 p.m. and I've been discussing with Sandra on our speeches since, 4 p.m.? At atria. *yeah we discussed the whole time pfft?*

THANKS TIMOTHY AND ANDREA. SERIOUSLY. I LOVE U GUYS, SO MUCH.

Wish us luck tomorrow weih :)

2009-10-25T03:19:00.001-07:00

Erica Chan, I wont disappoint you.

I CAN DO IT :D

Next time you point a finger I might have to bend it back

2009-10-22T09:02:00.000-07:00

I am always going to live in somebody's shadow.

So suck it up and toughen up Sabreena.

I think I'm fallin for you

2009-10-22T05:28:00.000-07:00

Thursday, 22nd October 2009

I went to school today cause Erica, Sandra, Aly and I took part in the integration program. It wasn't called remote program btw (like we thought), it was RIMUP.

Which stood for

RANCANGAN INTEGRASI MURID UNTUK PERPADUAN

So basically, students from SMKDU and SMKBU4 came to DJ for a muhibbah event. I thought we were just supposed to help out.
I didn't wanna participate, cause I'm so bad at making new friends. But hah the day was GREAT.

Started off with performances. Sandra, Erica, Amanda and I swayed like we never swayed our hands before :D

Chinese dance, Malay dance, Indian dance, singing, piano.

Then, we had table games, they broke us up into groups and each group had students from each school. It was a totally awkward moment in the beginning. But yeah, when the games started we all just clicked like we've known each other for some time.

I still remember my group members' names. Erm. Christian, Yan Yin, Ying Yin, Yan Hui, Farah Ain, Fatin, Devraj and May. Yay Sabreena :D

Anyways, the tasks for each group were :

i. Suai Mesra - We had to remember each other's names, favourite colour, shoe size and school. We all chose pink, so it's easier to remember =P

ii. Word Search- In which we just hantam-ed.

iii. Prime Ministers' Titles- (Datuk Abdullah Ahmad Badawi- Bapa...........Saudara? ( Ah lameness)

iv. Listing traditional dances- This one was really funny! We were sooo running out of ideas. So we just put tarian perut, tarian peha lompat (hip hop translated).

Then we ate. SO hard eating with plastic cutleries :( . I had to waste so much cause the others finished eating and I was so far behind so I just stopped. Haih.

Sandra and I went to the people who performed and just said "oh hey we loved your performance. Good Job!" FUN.

Overall, a whole day of fun :)

Had another thing to be happy about but hey, keeping it between the girls.

tried to run but i keep on, coming back

2009-10-20T06:27:00.000-07:00

16th of October 2009
3 days after PMR ended.

Had lunch at Nando's. Waited a long time for Esther and Iman there btw.
Our movie plan busted, so we ended up going to the 'bridge', mini karaoke-ed and arcade.
6 people playing a racing game is totally, great. Especially when it ends, and each one of us screams cause some are frustrated to have lost, and some are just glad to have won. Whoo everyone stares, like i care :D

Loves.

bounce!

2009-10-17T08:25:00.000-07:00

AHH FUNNY.

love.

B is for BOUNCE
O is for OPPORTUNITY
U is for UNITY
N is for NUTRITION
C is for COMMUNITY
E is for EVERYBODY

2009-10-16T05:40:00.000-07:00

i have triple eyelids on one eye today.

Countless?

2009-10-15T08:05:00.000-07:00

Hmm.

From The Honeybees -> Sunshines -> Rainbows -> Elbows -> Bows and Arrows -> Flowers.

The wonderful groups of some of the girls in 3 Batai.

To get into the sunshine group, you have to see at least 20 sunsets?

I am still frustrated that I co-created the rainbow group AND its handshake, and I didnt get in cause I havent seen a circular rainbow?

"The only way to see the full circle of a rainbow in the sky is to be above the raindrops and have the sun behind you. You would have to look down on the drops from an airplane."

Got that from the net.

Now I dont think Sandra and Erica would see that on a daily basis now would they?

EESH.

Hmph.

ANYWAYS. I shall blog bout our handshakes sooner or later.

It takes two to make a thing go right!

2009-10-15T07:17:00.000-07:00

13th October 09

WHOO. Walked back from school with Manda and Erica. SO much better than walking by myself. Didn't feel that tired. Let's seeee. What did we talk about when walking? Weird stuff which I forgot. NVM. Reached Manda's place. Changed and ordered Domino's.

Plan : Watch movies!

So we watched Ugly Truth! A must watch :D. So funny! The jokes were sick yeah, but funny!
And for the sake of Amanda, we watched The Proposal. Not like I did mind watching it for the second time heeee. I got to watch the uncut scenes. Gosh Ramone! No Iman sorry, I didnt watch GI Joe. hehe.

Amanda= Fertilised Petunia.

Erica's item to keep her company since we already watched the proposal.

2009-10-14T00:51:00.000-07:00

I am sick and tired. SO sick and tired. Know what, I do not give a damn anymore.

2009-10-13T01:35:00.000-07:00

PMR is over? Yup. Few months back, i swore to myself that I will scream the second PMR ends, I would not care if the teachers held me back. But really, no feeling of being liberated whatsoever. Guess the papers weren't that easy :( . Science totally messed up my mood. Should have listened to my brother when he said "don't check your answers!". I did anyway, and when I marked one question wrong, let out a huge grunt and closed the paper. Regretting ever checking it pfft. I set out a timer since last week on my watch for KH, but I put it at 1 hour and 15 mins when its actually 1hr 30 mins. After I fixed it to the last ten minutes, it didn't ring anyway gah.

I will so miss PMR. Well not really but just the fun we all went through together!

THE STUDY GROUPS :D

The recess with old gang :D Its hard to do that now with Daniel, Krys and Tim being prefects and all. PSHHH BLUE.

The cramming things into our head outside class before the papers start.

But its all over, and two months of nothing. I am so going to do everything, from reading books I always wanted to finish to watching movies I never wanted to watch.

Let's seeee. Last day of PMR. I was supposed to go to Tropicana City with Esther and all. Didnt really feel like going, cause I am seriously tired for keeping myself awake all week that I just didnt wanna walk around in a shopping mall. But yesterday, problems? came up. Didnt have transport being one of them. I am sorry Esther :(. I really want to spend the day with youuuu. But really la she is very understanding friend, she would very much get it. If I went with my cranky attitude, what's the point?

NO I AM NOT ALWAYS CRANKY, PEOPLE.

Signing off,

Eee why am I typing like this?

Dont forget to look before you fall

2009-10-09T02:05:00.000-07:00

Taylor Swift just released fifteen's music video. :D

Somebody ought to perform it for DJs Got Talent, no?
Appropriate since its all of our last year being fifteen.
Iman go go go!

Science totally killed my mood. TOTALLY killed it.

I dont wanna go out on the last day of PMR :(
I want to go home and sleep sleep sleep.

But for now, sejarah sejarah sejarah. Joy.

2009-10-03T16:50:00.000-07:00

A few days ago, my brothers and I heard sounds coming up from the roof. Yesterday night, we heard it coming up to the roof on my front awning. Moments later, fireworks started (mooncake festival). My mom thinks it got freaked out so it went down from the roof using yet again, my front awning. Just at that time, my mom's friends were in the car in front of our house and they saw it. Apparently,

It was a fox. I had a fox in my roof. There is a fox in my neighbourhood.

I have always thought fox were lke wolves. Big, but it is just a bit bigger than a cat. But my mom says it is super fierce so yea...

You know how hard it was for me to find those pictures? All that came up were Megan Fox >.<

2009-10-03T06:20:00.000-07:00

4 days till doomsday

I do not fall sick very easily, I dont. But my body chose THIS DAY, DAYS AWAY FROM THE EXAM THAT WILL DETERMINE MY FUTURE (kinda) to have a fever.

No, I cant study when I have fever. My eyes become hot and so it makes me sleepy.

I am frusrated you know that?

2009-09-29T14:56:00.000-07:00

6a.m.
7 days before doomsday

I dont think I am going to school today? Am I? Erica aint answering cause well, I asked her at 5 a.m. and called her at 5.45 a.m. I bet she is gonna kill me for waking her up or something. Shiitttttt. I slept for a whole 8 hours last night (yes, quite an achievement I must say). Because of that, I did not finish studying. GAHHHH.

I want to get into pure science so badly ya know? I really dont mind my PMR results, I just wanna get into pure science. REALLY WANNA. But 4As in trials arent getting me so far.

:(

2009-09-27T04:54:00.003-07:00

mmmmm Carter Jenkins.

2009-09-21T08:47:00.000-07:00

Raya! Mmmmm. Family pictures below.

Great home cooked food, great reunion with primary school gang. COMING SOON NOT SCARY LA.

:D

2009-09-21T08:36:00.001-07:00

people are SERIOUSLY overreacting on the whole taylor/kanye thing.

2009-09-21T04:25:00.001-07:00

WHOOOOO RAYA YESTERDAY.

will post about it when I'm not stuffed.

2009-09-19T07:07:00.001-07:00

WHOOOOO RAYA TOMORROW.

Mr. P

2009-09-17T14:49:00.000-07:00

I.AM.SUCH.A.FAILURE.

:(

:(

:(

16TH SEPTEMBER 09

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICK JONAS.

OMG, i cant believe i forgot to post it and forgot to annoy people with it.

:(

But anyways, happy 17th birthday to the ultra musical performer and a great song writer :)

He shall be the President one day. I know it.

dirty dancing

2009-09-15T05:21:00.000-07:00

Bahahahaha hitz fm/fly fm declared today No Kanye West Day.

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On a totally different note,

Patrick Swayze has passed away. RIP.
Will definitely stay as one of Hollywood's greatest icon.

What is with the year 2009 hmm?

Moment dipotong

2009-09-14T05:59:00.001-07:00

Oh my gosh. In the recent VMAs, taylor swift won an award for best female video(yay) . BUT, when she was giving her acceptance speech up on stage, ass kanye west went up and 'borrowed' her microphone. He went all "beyonce has the best video" bla bla . WHAT THE CRAP? Taylor was totally speechless.

What else can she do?

2009-09-12T16:40:00.000-07:00

People, okay GIRLS seem to like Justin Bieber.

When I saw the video I was like, shit is this a girl or guy?

And I already have this mindset that the love interest in the video is a lesbian cause well, Justin Bieber sounds/looks like a girl.

But his song aint bad laa.

everybody needs inspiration

2009-09-12T15:15:00.000-07:00

There there. Miley's newly released music video for 'When I Look At You'.

All her new songs are so matured. Nice :D

The guy in the video is Liam Hemsworth, her co-star from The Last Song.

Cheh, the line for Party In The USA is 'welcome to the land of fame excess'. I thought it was land of fame and sex. bahaha

2009-09-11T02:09:00.000-07:00

I left my email with 22 messages unread. I came back today with 212 messages unread.

Good job Esther for tagging ALL those pictures. Seriously, tabik.

If you dont know yet, pictures of the chili's and the proposal outing are up on mine and Esther's facebook.

2009-09-09T18:38:00.000-07:00

I just found out that Juanita from Desperate Housewives is Demi Lovato's half sister.

Surprising.

someday!

2009-09-06T22:23:00.000-07:00

I feel so freaking angry. Just sell one in that colour for goodness sakes.

#$%^&*^&$

Btw, I hate people quoting my blog to me, so shove off.

Le Meridien

2009-09-05T05:53:00.000-07:00

For the sake of updating.

27th August 09

My family and I went for buka puasa at Le Meridien Hotel :D

If you guys are going for dinner there or whatever, please, try this. It is soooo good. The sauce on the shrimp. MMMMMMM. Plain awesome.

And lo and behold, the reason I was there, chocolate fountain. I dont mind living in one, swimming in its sweet, creamy goodness. Wheeeee~~

GUMMY BEARS. My brothers went crazy for em. Eating them with ice cream aint bad at all.

I do not think you will regret eating here. Great, great food.

nothing else i can say

2009-09-05T00:44:00.000-07:00

The most awkward thing ever, is when your brother asks you whether you have pads.

Trust me.

Waitingggg

2009-08-29T16:21:00.001-07:00

I dont understand when people ask me

Them: "Eh, you fasting ah"?
Me: "Yea."
Them: "Kesian man, during exams some more"

LOL do people get extra hungry during exams or something?

Anyways,

Waiting for pictures from people on our outing yesterday :)

Me, Iman, Esther, Aly, Joshua, Siew Ho

Oh yea!

http://15malaysia.com/

For those who don't know about this website, go on and watch it. The website have 15 mini shows about Malaysia. Most of em are hilarious and some are super touching. The one entitled House is sad :( but it has the most meaningful plot in my opinion. Go okay :D

2009-08-28T18:44:00.001-07:00

DJ AM passed away. RIP.

dummmmmyyyyyy

2009-08-28T09:21:00.000-07:00

I think I am a bit excited for tomorrow, I dont know

I think I NEED school. Cause now it feels like I am going through a minor depression, or uncertainty.

I just found out Monday is a holiday (yay? can study for Geo).

jump!

2009-08-25T06:02:00.001-07:00

Im gonna bodyslam my brother if he goes around singing "get loose, get loose" again!

Awesome

2009-08-24T07:14:00.000-07:00

Erica was going to ask her grandpa to send me home and so she opened the door and asked

"gong gong can u send the malay girl home?"

Gee.

HIE ESTHER

2009-08-23T23:48:00.000-07:00

Indeed.

there can never be a world war 3 when there's only one side fighting

2009-08-21T06:02:00.000-07:00

OMG.

No more staying up late at night. But, I dont feel much different, I dont feel the sense of freedom in me. Cause hey, it is just trials aint it.

But still,

Im gonna watch Sepet again.(the Yasmin Ahmad channel ends tonight)

Im gonna enjoy the fasting month.

Im gonna go back to my hometown.

Im gonna start studying for geography on Monday (hopefully).

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I can't say I did well for my trials. I shall use it as a stepping stone!

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Yasmin Ahmad films are really good. I felt apathetic towards her passing (sorry to say) but after watching her tribute channel on Astro, I know that we have lost a great Malaysian icon indeed. One of a kind, seriously.

Weekly husband/wife

2009-08-20T13:32:00.000-07:00

Lol im studying kh now and i read a note dele wrote which i assumed she wrote when she borrowed my book months ago. Hee :)

My body swing from side to side

2009-08-15T05:23:00.000-07:00

Honestly, I dont really care bout trials anymore.

I am a lil bit too late to care actually, since I cant do anything bout it. Having spent a whole lot of time for sejarah that I neglected my other subjects. Grrr.

The only thing that make coming to school worthwhile:

1) The things I learn that make me go "gosh luckily I came to school on that day, now I can answer this question" during exams.

2) Erica with her ever so gila moments.

3) Recess

4) Bullying Iman

5) Giving Aly the eye

6) Making Sam look at me and go "DIG YOUR EARSSS"

7) Krystle giving ME the eye

8) Humming our honeybee trademark. Hmmmmmm

9) Dancing and making fools out of ourselves with Erica

10) Annoying Aly

11) Knocking Amanda's butt every time I see her

12) Annoying Wilson

13) Getting annoyed by Delon ( this is not what I look forward to, but what I have to face in school :D)

14) Gossip with Erica

15) Heart to Heart talks with Erica

16) Tim's cynical moments

17) Daniel's ways of making me angry

I love school. I hate school. I love school. I hate school.

Joeee

2009-08-14T16:56:00.000-07:00

15 August 09

Happy Birthday Joe :)

19th!

so, sally can wait

2009-08-12T03:21:00.000-07:00

Hmmm practicing the ol (insert name)

ESTHER WE HAVE NOT NAMED OUR GUITARS.

Anyways,

My birthday pictures are on my fb. From all three sources.

Thank you, please come again.

Oh Oh Esther I emailed you the email that Stanley emailed me.

Party In the USA

2009-08-11T18:49:00.000-07:00

Ah Miley Miley Miley.

She has changed a lot of her style.

Yes she did pole dance for A TINY MOMENT.

And her backup dancers dressed provocatively.

And there was the word sex in her song.

But but, its Miley Cyrus, not Hannah Montana.

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Blah.

Watch it.

Miley Cyrus TCA Performance Aug 10 '09

Ooh Ooh JoBros with Wonder Girls

He'd never tell you but he can play guitar

Of Sasha' thoughts

2009-08-11T18:34:00.000-07:00

Sabreena Zahri skipped school today.
So did Erica Chan.
Not Iman, she rarely does.

ANYWAY,
I am taking a break from studying.

Esther tagged Sasha (my cat) so, Sasha agreed to do so.

USING ONLY ONE WORD!
It's not as easy as you might think!
Copy and change the answers to suit you and pass it on.
It's really hard to only use one word answers.
Be sure to tag the person you received it from.

1. Where is your cell phone?
None

2. Your significant other?
Pussy

3. Your hair?
SilkySmooth

4. Your favourite thing?
DriedLeaves

5.Your dream last night?
Mice :)

6. Your favourite drink?
PipeWater

7. Your dream/goal?
CleanAfterMyOwnPoop

8. What room you are in?
LivingRoom

9. Your hobby?
Sleeping

10. Your fear?
Cats (No, really)

11. Where do you want to be in 6 years?
In a mew-seum ( couldnt resist)

12. Where were you last night?
In Paw-Tugal ( couldnt resist)

13. Muffins?
Ewwww

14. Wishlist item?
MoreDriedLeaves

15. Where you grew up?
Pet Store

16. Last thing you did?
AttemptEscape

17. What are you wearing?
Collar

18. Your TV?
Never Understood em

19. Your pets?
AHAHAHA.

20. Friends?
Sabreena

21. Your life?
Purr-fect. (sorry, couldnt resist)

22. Your mood?
Scared

23. Missing someone?
Sabreena

24. Car?
Trying

25. Something you're not wearing?
Everything

.26. Your favorite store?
Pet Society

27. Your favorite color?
meow

28. When was the last time you laughed?
meow

29. Last time you cried?
meow

30. Who will resend this?
sabreena

31. One place that I go to over and over?
Litter Box

32. One person who emails me regularly?
Kitty Purry (Katy Perry)

33. Favorite place to eat?
Food Box

Its not written in only one word , but blah.

I feel really lame.

I AM BORED OKAY?

EEEEE

2009-08-08T15:26:00.000-07:00

WHEEEEE

David Henrie and I have the same birthday.

:D

Yes, balanced

2009-08-08T03:15:00.000-07:00

Grrrr. Can't find my phone cable.

No songs can be transferred.

Today started out bad. But class was great. Then, trouble at home.

But in the evening, blissful starbucks drink and an hour and a half of wizards on deck with hannah montana.

:)

''i count the colours in his eyes''

new skin and cbox

2009-08-07T03:36:00.001-07:00

Is it nice?

Ziannnnnn

2009-07-30T22:27:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday Ang Zian Mei.

Being 15 rocks doesnt it?

Hope you will be BFFs with sum 41, blink, 30h3!, Taking Back Sunday and whatnot.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

You're all I see, sink into meeeeee

Misery

2009-07-29T08:24:00.000-07:00

Looks like I will blog about my birthday after trials? That sucks.

Looks like I'm not able to watch Jonas videos, That sucks.

Looks like I'm not able to shop online, That sucks.

Looks like my tuition's work is not done, That sucks.

Looks like my phone is far away from me, That sucks.

Looks like I am sticking to my 'staying fat' plan until after PMR, That sucks.

Looks like I have the worst time when I am at school, That sucks.

Looks like class and netball pictures turned out bad for me, That sucks.

Looks like I am missing a lot of events, That sucks.

Looks like I owe people money, That sucks.

Looks like tomorrow will be a tedious day, with two tuitions, That sucks.

Looks like pimples are coming out on my face like nobody's business, and cause I have a thing for popping pimples, they are staying as scars, and That sucks.

I have no time to read books no more, That sucks.

I suck in accounts, That sucks.

Oh well, I have good health (being plus-sized can still mean being healthy!), great friends, family and God with me. And these triumph all the bad things.

Rest in Peace, Yasmin Ahmad. Al Fatiha.

I shall go remember about Yamtuan Antah now.

"he stands there then walks away,my god if I could only say, I am holding every breath for you"

2009-07-15T08:37:00.000-07:00

Gabe Saporta?

A night to remember

2009-07-13T02:59:00.000-07:00

A thought came into my mind on my birthday, is that, I don't think it will be a blissful night.

Then, Man, was I wrong.

Will blog about it, waiting for pictures from Iman and Esther.

Love you people :)

All out jam

2009-07-08T03:22:00.000-07:00

I hate it SO much that when Im having my time of leisure anywhere then suddenly, the three deadly letters pop out into my mind, P-M-R. Sorry for making YOU guys tremble reading those letters. But seriously, trials is so near and yet, Im not even 10 percent ready. I really really want to ace my PMR so that I can get a scholarship or into a boarding school or something. It isn't easy for me. Gah study study study. Hmm. Oh oh I wanted to post bout my new Jonas album which arrived a few weeks ago, but I wanted to listen to everything first. I guess I have been putting off the post but oh well, MY ALBUM CAME IN.

I miss being excited about a lot of things. Like the puasa month, birthdays, outings, guitar classes and stuff. But now, well, I would still be happy thinking bout them but not in the same way I did a few years ago. Being carefree really rocked didn't it?

They're finding a new member for the debate team. Gah I would kill to get in but my English skills can't top theirs in a million years.

Off to try studying.

Oh yea, when I was about to get off Carmen's car back from school today, I closed the door and my finger got slammed along with the door. Omg it hurt so freaking bad. The pain was excruciating, I am not exageratting. I sat infront of my front door waiting for my brother to open it crying. Now, there's a black spot on my fingernail. Well, IN my fingernail.

and so the stage fright will take over

2009-07-03T07:40:00.000-07:00

DRATS.

I am the emcee for IU day. You have NO idea what I feel right now.

Lost and frustrations arise.

butterfly, fly with her

2009-07-03T07:36:00.001-07:00

21st of June,
Happy Birthday Iman :) You're the best friend anyone can EVER have. thanks for ALWAYS being there for me. You're just too awesome. She would drop ANYTHING just to come and help me. Thanks so much. Happy Birthday. Hope you had an awesome time with us. I told her everything she needed to know in the sms, so yea. I'm sorry for being such a pain in the ass all the time. But your ass is just the best to be hurting in ya know ;)

Just, happy birthday, and thanks for being a great friend.

ANYWAYS
To celebrate her birthday, we went to Sunway Lagoon.
While waiting for Sam, we ate at Old Town. I must say, we were a tad bit overdressed to be going into Sunway Lagoon. First off, we went to upgrade our wristband to be able to enter Scream Park as well. It was scheduled at 2.30, so in the meantime, we went into dry park. OMG I FELT LIKE I WAS ABOUT TO FLY OFF THE ROLLER COASTER. Yes, the Sunway Lagoon roller coaster is the only roller coaster I have ever been in. Cause when I went to Genting or any where else, I had not reached the height limit :(.

And the ride where water will be splashed at you is the coolio okay. But seriously, wont you die if your hands are let go? All me and Esther were thinking were our shoes. And I was the only one screaming in terror.

OOOOH dont forget the spinning teacups. Or in Sunway's case, spinning cauldrons. We all squuezed into one cauldron.

Then, scream park's turn came.

The entrance lady was giving us a short briefing on not touching the ghost, cause if you do, they'll follow you. She was talking all so nicely and then she went all, "WELCOME TO SCREAM PARK" in this super startling voice. I grabbed as many hands as I could. All the ghosts inside would come really close to you and make a sound like smoker does in L4D. It was SO scary for me. And can someone explain the 3d movie? It doesnt have any connection to the exhibitions whatsoever.

Next is EXTREME PARK!

First was paintball. I thought we would be shooting each other but bleh, we just shot plates. After that, we rode ATVs. It was very fun and a very interesting experience, I might add. And lastly, kayaking. Well that was last for me, but the others went to this trampoline thingies.

To finish the day, we walked along the super high bridge :)

Well, the others HAD to cause they climbed the stairs ALL the way up only to find out that the flying fox section is closed. Horrible right? Siew Ho has a fear of height so his hands were held by the others almost the whole time. Until he could not take it anymore, he ran ALL THE WAY UP. Joshua just walked across gaily.

Joshua went home first :( And we all had a nice dinner at Friday's!

Then Iman went home, followed by Esther and Sam. Siew Ho and I waited for my dad and so we had a little catching up thing. We have been so busy that we barely talk to each other anymore so it was good :)

IMAN, thanks so much for everything. I know you spent a whole lot for us. Once my 'financial crisis' is stable, I'll pay you back kay?

Sorry for the photos not being in chronological order.

The end. I am SO lazy to type in details. Read Iman's blog or Esther's please.

I love you pieman.

Kevin's got some loveeeeee

2009-07-02T02:52:00.000-07:00

PAUL KEVIN JONAS II IS ENGAGED :) To longtime girlfriend Danielle Deleasa

From their blog: Our hearts are filled with joy today and we are happy to share with you that our son Kevin has asked Danielle Deleasa for her hand in marriage. Her answer was yes and it is such a blessing that she will be joining our family. Kevin and Danielle have not yet set a date. Family is very dear to us and we hope we have raised Kevin to be a wonderful man and husband. Please join us in our families celebration and in congratulating Kevin and Danielle. Thank you for all of your support.

From Perez Hilton:

It's true!

PerezHilton.com has just exclusively confirmed with the Jonas Brothers' publicist that eldest bro, Kevin, 21, is engaged to marry his longtime girlfriend, Danielle.

His parents, Kevin Sr. and Denise Jonas, just released the following statement: "Our hearts are filled with joy today and we are happy to share with you that our son Kevin has asked Danielle Deleasa for her hand in marriage. Her answer was yes and it is such a blessing that she will be joining our family. Kevin and Danielle have not yet set a date. Family is very dear to us and we hope we have raised Kevin to be a wonderful man and husband. Please join us in our families celebration and in congratulating Kevin and Danielle. Thank you for all of your support. "

Congrats to the happy couple!

Black keys, never looked so perfect.

2009-07-01T05:37:00.000-07:00

GUYS
This Saturday, on the 4th of July,
Our very own Interact Club is hosting
an IU day.

It'll be from 2pm to 4pm.
RM8 per person and its a bargain for 2 people, cause it'll be Rm15 :)

Please, Please COME!

Food will be served and of course, super awesome performances!

You can give your name to any active Interact members.

Pretty Please?

Just TWO hours?

:D

they say do as The Romans do, are you confused?

2009-06-28T07:19:00.000-07:00

I feel so angry crossing upon blogs which say

"Malaysia is so stupid"
"stupid Malaysian government"
"I can't wait to get out from Malaysia"

Are you guys serious?

All this talk bout Malaysians being stupid, excuse me?

EVERYONE IN MALAYSIA MAKE UP WHAT MALAYSIA IS.

What does the country have to do with what the image is? The citizens make up what the country is. If you say "ewww Malaysians are just dumb", what does that have to do with our country? If they do not use their brain, blame themselves.

Reality Check people,

YOU are a Malaysian, and instead of talking bad about it so much, try to actually love it. Because it IS where you are born and raised in.

I am sorry for the sudden outburst. It makes me SO mad.

Phooo. Okay to cool down the heat in this post, I shall end it with this :

I got this from Kennysia.com, do you think I'll get sued for copyright or something?

What Makes A Malaysian A Malaysian

1. You can name all the players from the the English Premier League, but ask you to name one football player from Malaysia, one name also cannot come out.

2. When StreamyX come, you complain StreamyX too slow. When Maxis Broadband come, you complain Maxis Broadband always disconnects. When WiMax come, you complain Wimax too expensive. In the end, you say StreamyX still the best lah.

3. When toll price increase, you complain. When petrol price increase, you complain. When you go Starbucks buy RM10 coffee, NO COMPLAINTS.

4. When you cannot find parking in a shopping mall and have to walk very far, you complain. When you go inside the shopping mall and there's SALE, run from one end of 1Utama to the other also NO COMPLAINTS.

6. You are always late. And the excuse you give when you're late is always either: (a) traffic jam (b) no transport or (c) cannot find parking.

7. You have a parent who force you to take science stream in high school, study engineering in Uni, then when you graduate, they ask you to forget everything you learnt in Uni and do commerce.

8. You know someone who can specially develop an angmoh accent when speaking to a American / British / Australian.

9. You complain against the government in kopitiam, you talk loud loud. Leave anonymous comments on blogs, you also talk loud loud. Attend ceremah by DAP, you shout loud loud. Then when Opposition organise a protest and ask you to go, you dun wan. Scared later kena tangkap by ISA.

10. Every year on the 30th April, you are one of the people below queueing up last minute to submit your tax return at the IRB.

11. When you pay RM10 for something that costs RM1, you blame the Chinese.

12. When a government service is too slow, you blame the Malays.

13. When a building is not good and collapsed, you blame the Indians.

14. When a Chinese student won a scholarship, you say "Wah! Very clever hor?" When a Malay student won a scholarship, you say "Aiya! Of course lah! He Malay mah!"

15. When an angmoh stranger kiss you on the cheek to say hello, you very happy. When a Malaysian guy kiss you on the cheek to say hello, you slap him.

I love this post of his.

I missed my chance, I know.

2009-06-27T20:07:00.000-07:00

I find Saturday schools much, much better than normal school days. Less stress with less people I guess. Anyways, everyone is in the transformers craze right now. I am not dying to watch the movie. Dont get me wrong, if I watch Transformers 2, I would definitely love it. But I just dont have the will to watch it. But since Siew Ho and Iman are dying to watch, oh wells.

Well so the last minute planning happened again. We watched at the night of school on Saturday itself. Omg I called GSC so many times and they said "connection in error". EVEN THE WEBSITE WERE MESSED UP CAUSE IT SAID TOO MANY PEOPLE WERE VISITING IT. They're really dying to watch transformers 2 eh? So we decided to try our luck in Tropicana City.

Siew Ho and I managed to buy the tickets for 8.30pm but it was all front row. Better than nothing right? He got all crazy after we bought the tickets. He started laughing maniacally. It was 8.20 and I called Iman and she said she hurt her ankle a bit. Siew Ho and I rushed to got her, btw she was fine already, and went to gsc. The snacks line were so long. Since I was the one with the least enthusiasm to watch the movie, I offered to let me buy the snacks while they should go into the cinemas first.

After buying the snacks, I went into the wrong cinema. HAHA. I found my way though.

I AM GONNA PUT IT IN WHITE FOR ALL THE SPOILERS SO IF U ALREADY WATCHED IT, THEN U CAN HIGHLIGHT.

I think bumblebee is just so adorable. Woah when they showed Megan Fox, guys can melt man. Btw, she aint a tranny! They have a picture of her when she was a young GIRL. The saddest part of the movie was DEFINITELY when Optimus Prime died. And who would've thought that you had to earn the Matrix! But I couldnt differentiate between the robots though. And the part where the guy dropped his pants and showed us his front and back were totally uncalled for. Jetfire is so cool! He is such a cool old robot. I love Jetfire, with his metal beard and cane. And the part where the hot girl was actually a decepticon, EWWW. Did you see the tongue? EWWWW. And hey, can somebody tell me what happened to Megatron?

Overall, the movie was nice.

I couldnt even ask questions during the movie. Cause all I got when I tried to talk to Iman was a hush from Siew Ho.

RIP MJ

2009-06-26T07:51:00.000-07:00

I was never a total fan of Michael Jackson, not a huge fanatical one, that is. But hearing the news of his death totally gripped my heart. I guess he was, and IS a huge icon. Every time I think about it, makes me think about all the things in life, on how short they are.

This is such a sad week, I must say.

RIP Farrah Fawcett too, the original Charlie's Angel.

Michael Jackson remains in our heart forever and will remain the legend that he is.

like i did before the storm

2009-06-11T20:36:00.000-07:00

Omeegosssh holidays are ending and I have NOT dont anything practical. Nor have I started my sejarah project. Note : Have not STARTED. And I am dissapointed cause I didn't spend my holidays laying around the house having time to myself :(. Blah la.

Pictures above are from an outing from erm, *checks calendar* 9th of June 2009. A much anticipated outing for meeeeee. Causeee we were going to watch Hannah Montana the movie. And we DID. Told you Hannah Montana was blardy awesome la okay. Oh we watched 17 Again too.

Again, YES LA I AM A FAN OF HANNAH MONTANA AND HAVE BEEN FOR YEARS. BUZZ OFF.

Anyways,

Hannah Montana:

Awesome movie, great cast and hot guy (check)

I sang along throughout the movie and annoyed Joshua. I wanted to sit with Amanda too so i can go cuckoo with her but NOOO the guys were being their usual stupid selves. Gah. Neways, swooned with Esther everytime Lucas comes out. Sorry for talking throughtout the movie Est :( . NO WE DIDN'T GET TO DO THE HOEDOWN THROWDOWN. People might throw popcorn at us. Heesh. But oh well, love it love it love it.

17 Again:

Zac Efron, period.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

My cousins from Johor came over and we had dinner at Marche. Could not enjoy stuffing my face cause I was still full from the Nando's we had at Esther's. I stayed with my cousins at Vistana. We went to Sunway Lagoon but there were SO MANY people that we were too lazy to actually wait to get on the slides :(

Oh wells people, wish me good luck on working on my Sejarah Project.

I'd give it all for that to change

2009-06-08T07:38:00.000-07:00

I am backkkk. Wheee. We decided to bring Sasha back to my hometown as well. The journey there was kinda awful. It involved pooping and puking and I am not talking bout the humans in the car. Don't worry, the pooping was in the carrier. But I guess it had to take us at least once to fully understand how to handle her in car rides now. It's durian season by the way! We have like a big land behind the house and filled with durian trees so lucky us somehow.

Anyways, the main reason I am posting this is cause,

Jonas Brothers has released a new music video for Fly With Me.

Jonas Brothers- Fly With Me MV

AND

They made a new song featuring Miley! You dont understand my excitement, I can cry.

This is just a preview though.

Before the Storm

Oh for those of you who doesnt know, yeah I am a fan of Miley Cyrus. SO? Got a problem, come on man. I want to make a huge essay on how people are being so judgemental. I shall, soon.

There’s a mark above your eye

2009-06-06T03:43:00.000-07:00

Esther's got me lovin' Restaurant City. Darn.

Am going back to my hometown in a few hours or so. No Astro and No Internet. Personally, I do not really mind but how is my restaurant supposed to cope? My dream of having a pimped out restaurant is, gone. Gonna bring back The Host with me. I wanna read Breaking Dawn all over again but I just remembered my brother lent it to somone, grrr. I want my Princess Diaries la. Soon, soon I tell you. I just figured, my blog is lame. But oh well, then I guess my blog is SO me. I can't wait for Tuesday :D! gotta finish packing! My darn card reader is spoilt because of god knows what so I cant upload new songs into my phone. I am mad.
OH I didnt post the pictures from Leen and Sam's Picnik party! Here they are :)

I have more but i GTG. Bye :)

I end with hawtie Joshua saying bye.

Dreammmmm

2009-06-05T05:07:00.000-07:00

I wanna change my blog skin so badly but I havent found the right one yet. It's not like I am putting much effort in finding one cause my internet is so slow nowadays.

I planned to do so much during the holidays but there is so little time. I am seriously freaking out, especially when i think about PMR. I hate this so so so much. On a totally unrelated note, I really need to save some cash cause these babies are calling my name.

- Miles to go
- HM Movie soundtrack
- Twister
- Capo
- Princess Diaries IX ( it comes with a tote!)
- JB 3D Concert Experience soundtrack
- Sims 3
- Those awesome drumsticks I saw (remember yang?)

Iman's birthday is coming up. This girl is kind of complex, so please just shout what you want and I'll try to get it :)

Oh, Yang, I dont think you know you ARE yang. Remember I am YIN and you are YANG. So now you know?

Stuck in a room of staring faces

2009-06-04T18:06:00.000-07:00

I FINALLY have watched a Jonas Brothers LIVE webcast. PHEW.

But I didn't know where to post questions and I tried a few different places but my questions weren't answered :( I finally found it but the web cast ended. Crap.

I watched their last webcast which I missed at, around 7 a.m. and the Live web cast started at 8 a.m.

Notes:

-They love Apple Pan or something like that.
-They like Kem drink?
-Joe wants to be a Panda or any other bear for that matter.
-Joe hates people banging against his legs.
-If Nick had a printed shirt, his would say 'Hi I'm Nick' or ' I'm from Dallas, Texas'.
-If Kevin had a printed shirt, he would print one inside out and say 'Yea I know mine is inside out'
-The most personal song for Nick in his new album is 'World War III'. It was about one of his relationships before.
-The most personal song for Joe in the new album is 'Much Better', It is about what happened to him for the past year and a half.
-Joe's favourite thing to eat from In N Out Burger is double double and Kevin's is just cheeseburger with ketchup.
-If Nick could be president for a day, he would wanna know about the existence of aliens.
-Joe loved performing in the Eiffel Tower and in Brazil.
-Joe doesnt have posters in his room, but has a poster of a lake.

Wheeeeeeeeee~~~

Wrong Choice, Perhaps

2009-06-03T16:22:00.000-07:00

I RETRIEVED MY BLOG CODE.

whee.

Anyways,

On Monday (1st June), I went to Sunway Pyramid. Told Erica I was gonna come at 8 and help butttt my parents wanted to go for breakkie so I came at 9.30? Erica did not spare her skepticism :) When I reached her house, we headed straight to Hui Yi's. Jessie was already at HY's too. HY's mom sent us to Sunway Pyramid. We walked around, Jess and HY bought Hot something and we all bought something Berry. Gah I dont really remember.

After walking around, we headed straight to the skating rink. Wan Jyn was lateee. Erica said she was a newbie in skating but sheesh she can skate. I love skating with friends :) Super fun. Wan Jyn, fun does not mean grabbing people's arms , spinning them around and then throwing them off. I was smart enough to grab his arm back when he was about to throw me off, we thought we were steady then we felt shaky so we all fell. I am not happy that I fell but I am happy he did too HAHA.

Erica left us at 3. Jyn, Jess, HY and I skated through a few songs. We tried doing this train skating thing but the man in charge stopped us sheesh. We kept on saying we would stop after each song but we went on anyway. Then they played camp rock songs! They chose THAT time to leave :( . Returned our skates, freshened ourselves up, groaned over the pain and left the skating rink. Wanted to watch movies, but we had little time left so we decided to go to the arcade. Man I suck at Daytona now. Oh right Kailiang joined us after skating. Jess and HY left so Jyn, Kailiang and I walked around Asian Avenue then to this place where they had a drum set, guitar and keyboard. Soon later, I convinced the guys to go home and I walked around Sunway Pyramid waiting for my dad.

I couldn't find the entrance! I couldn't text anyone to keep me company cause my battery was dying! My dad texted me saying the traffic is at snail-pace. I was a lil bit relieved cause then I could find my way out. I went through the same place twice. I HAVE to go somewhere else besides OU man. Eesh. Then while I was walking, they had a Hoedown Throwdown competition! I WAS SO ANGRY cause I couldnt join cause I was alone and I was scared. Man. I was so sure that maybe I could've won. I left the place to find the entrance. My battery died! So I rushed to find a public phone. It was at a super closed place. Like scary! Got the stairway and like store or something. I was damn scared. I made the call quick and while waiting for my change a guy came in so I left my change and ran out. HAHA.

I finally made it home at 7.30 like that. Phew.

I dont like boring posts like these cause I know nobody would read it. But hey, my blog is so that I can read it again when I am old.

I've jumped every bridge

2009-05-30T00:44:00.000-07:00

Exam is over right?
I found out my marks for two subjects, both Bs'.
I was so bummed out, like seriously.
Cause to me, it must be 8 As or nothing. If I dont get 8 As, I would curl up somewhere and live on twigs.
ARGH. I WAS a straight A student, then now, I am a shitty one.

On the lighter side, I went out yesterday. haha.

Met so many people. Watched Night At The Museum 2 and the reason why I wanted to watch it so much is cause

Jonas Brothers are in it. Well, kinda?
Their voices, as little cherubes! And their song is in the end credits. I was so excited really. The cherubes definitely looked like em. but, they're naked. Erm, I dont know, kinda weird for me, I dont know why.

I am still beating myself up for not watching the 3D concert movie when it came up. I am such a failure fan!

Tim! One of my computers aint working :(
I am sad.

Need to totally clean up my room and update the Jonas wall section. But the thingie macjiggy in my eye is back. I look like Krystle had just punched me in the eye. wheee~~

I have a strong urge to go and study. But I was thinking that if I start studying now and write down my own simple notes, would I forget it quick before exams? Should I wait till exams are closer to start? Suggestions people, please.

Sasha sleeps in the afternoon all the time and so at night, when I am trying to sleep, she comes up and disturbs me. I open my eyes and her face is right up infront of me. Or else she goes to my legs and licks it. Now she is sitting on the computer table, fascinated by the mouse point on the screen. Occasionally, I'll stop moving the mouse for awhile and scare her as she's trying to pounce it. And now, she is biting my fingers while i TRY to type.

I still can't get over the fact that Tim's cat is named studmuffin. HAHA.

Private tutors trying to help, are welcomed.

Cause I might be paranoid!

2009-05-23T18:50:00.000-07:00

New Jonas Brothers Music Video!

Paranoid Music Video HD

Shiats

2009-05-16T03:07:00.000-07:00

Crap I can't gooooo.

If anybody is going to the huge book sale , please tell me and help me buy a few :(

I need it. Darn. I'll pay you back duh. AH.

no music playing baby

2009-05-08T09:18:00.000-07:00

YES. I just finished the transaction for the album. I am happy.

eeee precious

2009-05-08T07:40:00.000-07:00

Yay! I just got a new kitten in the house. Gosh so cute. My brother got it for his birthday. When naming the kitten, my mom said "a hah! I am...Sasha Fierce. All the single ladies all the single ladies". So went went with the name Sasha. heeeeeeeeee. It went from Beyonce to Tomok to Algo to Pak Kaduk and whatnot.

pretty please?

2009-05-06T08:13:00.001-07:00

Oh Zian Mei why do you have to get back from US so fast?
Who is going to buy me the Jonas Brothers album!

I am going to ask my dad if I can pre-order online. Pray.For.Me.

GAH.

Sammy

2009-05-06T07:14:00.000-07:00

6th May 2009

I would like to wish Samantha Cheh Mae Sum a Happy 15th Birthday.

Hope you enjoy the present and the picnic we threw for you.

Thanks for being a great friend, and being there whenever I needed you :)

Thanks for bearing my bullying.

Thanks for bearing my teasing.

Thanks for bearing my insecurities.

Thanks for just being, Sam.

HAHA High School Musical!

Krystle Chan Yen Wern

2009-05-01T05:22:00.000-07:00

This is a late birthday post for Krystle.

I LOVE YOU, KRYSTLE

MUAHAHAHAHA

NEWAYS,

On the 10th of March 15 years ago, a cherubic faced baby was born and she was named Krystle Chan Yen Wern. 13 years later, she met an awesome princess, called Sabreena. They became really great friends.

Dont forget our Handsome Prince Shirlie and Queen Iman.

Remember when we were walking and passed by Puan Norhayati and Puan Wong at the exact same time they mentioned " Krystle become ketua pengawas and Sabreena become penolong ketua pengawas". I was jittering the whole time back to class!

We spent a whole lot of time together! We would walk together, go for recess together, always sharing a drink and trying to put the first straw in the cup cause you would always want the green cup and green straw and I would annoy you by putting the straws in a pink cup:) You puasa-ed with me too! You anorexic! I have to be Shirlie's bodyguard when she says something stupid and making you annoyed. Remember when you tried to not scold her? Hard time for you, wasn't it? XD

Ah good times. Teasing you with your ex-bfs and whatnot. Whoever wants to be with her, has to get through me!

Now, being in different classes, and with you being a prefect and me not being one, we're not as silly together but we're still going great as we used to! I hope you love the teddy I got you :)

You are definitely one of the reasons I really did not regret joining the prefectorial board.
Without it, I really dont think we would know each other that well.

K.I.S.S will always be a part of me.

Our dorm

This is when I had splinterS in my feet and you tried helping me take it out!

Our imaginary band

I will always walk with you, Chan :)

Enthralling, indeed

2009-04-24T07:01:00.000-07:00

17 and 18th April 2009

On those dates above, I attended Kem Ibadah in school, or Agama camp if u prefer. I felt so dumb, three bags! Hand carry, paper bag and luggage. I was just scared I would miss something you know! But yet, I did not bring a single electronic appliance.

I went with Iman and we headed for the hall for registration. We received a folder with am attendee tag. Were introduced to the captain, Ustaz K and two facilitators. Student facilitators are Jabir, Najmuddin ,Saiful, Siti and one more girl. The Ustaz is funny, luckily. We put our bags in the surau and went for the Asar prayers. Then, we got to the hall, ice breaking and group division. I was my group leader  We named our team Az- Zahrah. Others had names like Ibn Sina, Pakatan Rakyat! and tukul besi! We had to make up a cheer and omgosh the tukul besi one. LOL. They yelled tukul besi and Fie somehow knocked each of their heads for the cheer.

Then, we watched disturbing photos. Lesson learnt: Never merempit, be a skinhead or join black metal. Dinner, then off for Maghrib prayers followed by Isyak.

Later, we went on the the hall.
Our seats were further apart and the lights were off. The only light was from the projector screen. The Ustaz kind of gave us a talk on about how we have to be ready for the afterlife and all. Where there will be none of our friends or family helping us. So we have to pretend that we are alone. He played videos on how important our parents are, what things they have done and the pain they had to go through.
I could tell u at that point, everyone started crying. He talked with full emotion and it hit us, that we have to be thankful. I was practically bawling my eyes out. A girl in front of me, she had no mother and she broke down. Totally broke down. I felt so, so bad for her. Yes, everyone cried including the guys. Not just tearing up, pouring their eyes out. we stood up and had a moment of silence and hugged ustazah.

It went on for about 45 minutes. Everyone’s mood was completely overturned. We washed up to sleep. It was I think, 1.30 a.m. Iman and I talked cause we couldn’t really sleep. I had to get my daily dose of chocolate so I indulged on a cookie  Gah it was so emotional.

We all woke up at around 4.30 a.m.? For Qiamullail. Then we sat in groups and prepared a presentation. My group’s were so weird. The presentation, I mean. Nobody wanted to present. I had to and god knows I am not good in public speaking. I loved Fie’s one! So funny. Went for breakkie and morning exercise. CHICKEN DANCE! The Ustaz did a super fast one, so cute! Washed up and went to the hall.
This time we did group work. First writing our life graph, ranging from happiest moment to the saddest. Next, we wrote our strengths, weaknesses, opportunities and threats. Afterwards, we wrote our feedback for the camp. If you find one with the ‘ The Tarik Sedap :)’ That’s mine!

I forgot what happened. This is why u should never blog late. I remember before Asar we had our prize giving for the best 6 groups (out of 8). Our group got 6th HAHA. We were not good at making points at all, but we were good at not losing em! Packed and helped cleaned up. Said goodbye to Ustazah and there, end of camp.
I can’t wait for the next one! The Ustaz super funny la. Everyone ooooh-ed when he received a prize from Puan Norita. Haha.

I got home, couldn’t wait to shower in freezing cold water. Told my mom everything bout the camp as far as I could remember. And I laid there with her. Proud to have a mother :)

Alhamdulillah, camp was an eye opener.

Point of Breaking Down?

2009-04-22T06:56:00.001-07:00

I need an adrenaline jump.

Why do all have to be manipulators, really. If you dont mean it, then let it go.

No need to say what u want 'just cause'.

U know what I mean J. Yes u do.

eeep!

2009-04-21T09:25:00.000-07:00

Jonas Brothers' new album cover

Aren't you dead excited?

:)

No/Yes?

2009-04-16T08:27:00.001-07:00

I HAVE CROSSED OVER TO THE DARK SIDE

I

I

I

I

I

I

BOUGHT

I bought a Nokia.

Tagged by Estherrrrrr

2009-04-16T08:11:00.000-07:00

1.Those who get tagged must answer the questions about themselves.
2.At the end of the post, tag 10 people except the person who tagged you. (tagger)
3.Continue this game by sending to other people (refer to rule no2)

Time:11.12 p.m.

Name: Sabreena binti Zahri

Age/Birthday: Going on 15 on the 11th of July 2009

School: DJ

Elder sister: Syafiq and Sufyan (yes)
Younger sister: -
Younger brother: -

Favourite liquids[drinks]: ermerm. Plain water?

Favourite consumables[food]: Anything to do with chicken and mashed potatoes and not forgetting, Chocolate. Chocolates are the sweetest sin ever.

Favourite place to sleep: At home?

Flying?: Sure?
Swimming/Diving?: Both?
Couple?: of what? (really, it wont hurt the tag maker to add in a few more words to complete the sentence)

Loved ones?: family and friends and my yang.
Get kicked on the butt: Yea, kind of.
Allergic?: I THINK I am allergic to certain cats. I THINK.
Whole fortune: I have stated my point on the 'couple' question.
Age of marriage?:
Childrens wanted?: 3 or 4?

Age of death?: Untouchable question.
Animals in house?: Pigs.
Longest fingernail ever kept: Hmmm.. I dont measure my fingernails.

Wanted birthday present: Twister, Jonas Brothers related stuff( mainly the movie soundtrack, the book) , Miley related stuff, The teen game of life, Capo, Microcube, Happiness :)
The end? :Again, I have stated my point on the 'couple' question.

Q: In your dream, a god tells you that you are a billionaire in your dream world and gives you a wish. What would you wish for?
A: Oh gosh. Many many things. But honestly, as superficial as it sounds, I would really want to stop poverty with my yang.

5 things to do:
- Pack for camp
- Draw the stupid darn components for KH
- Homework, drat homework.
- Sleep off my eyebags
- Change.

things that I am doing right now:
- Listening to 'Ur so Gay'

i tagggggg...

- Iman
- Joshua
- Siew Ho
- Sam
- Manda
- Dele
- Fatin and Alisha

Maulidur Rasul '09

2009-04-10T05:21:00.000-07:00

8th April 2009

Today was Maulidur Rasul celebration in school. A lot of people did not come(to school I mean) cause they claimed it was only Moral studies bahahaha. A few days ago Siti called me up to ask whether I can be in the sketch for Maulidur Rasul. I was so reluctant but she was having problems you know, so being the good samaritan I am, I did :)

We had practices on Monday and Tuesday. Practices were fun laa. Met many new, nice people. Anyways, on the day itself, I wore all white(kinda). Made Iman wait for me cause I did not wanna wander around aimlessly! We registered and Iman and I joined the Selawat parade. At the last minute Siti told me I had to be onstage. I was supposed to be backstage. I WANTED TO STAY BACKSTAGE but she went on how I have to help the sketch =.= and so I did. Pshh horrible decision I must say.

After a while, we went on the hall and listened to the invited speaker. He was so darn funny! The things he say, gosh it is unimagineable. Meanwhile I was freaking out bout going onstage eventhough it is gonna be less than 30 secs. Then it was the Nasyid where Izzat's solo looked like he was a rocker. Next was the singing performance where Ersyad Junior and Jabir performed. After that, was Sajak. I did not get to watch the Sajak cause we went up backstage to get ready. It was chaotic backstage! Everyone was trying to look out the curtain to see how the sketch is going. And no fans ( as in the spinning items not the spectators) , I might add. When it was my turn, I felt like a total idiot. I was supposed to go out and fan the angel, or Zack. So I did. Emotionless. Swung the fan five times and left. GAH.

The sketch went totally well I guess. Everyone seemed to love it. We hung out in the Agama Room after that. Ate the cake Siti bought! Thank you Siti :) And hilarious incidents happened in the room la, Jabir and his lameness. Oh, Iman, Edry and I were supposed to pick up stuff backstage. We couldnt find the light switch and freaked ourselves out XD

Iman and I changed and went for English Society. I dont know why, but it is one of the curriculum acitivity I do not wanna miss.

I am writing this on 10th April,Friday Night and all I can say is

I MISS MAULIDUR RASUL DAY :(

HELP :(

PANG SIEW HO

2009-04-05T07:17:00.000-07:00

5 th April 2009

HAPPY
HAPPY
HAPPY
HAPPY
HAPPY

birthday,

Edward Pang Siew Ho :)

This guy, is a gangster X-2009. He is sucky. And he loves XOXOs. And he loves drawing on MSN.

Have an awesome fifteenth.

U still suck.

Anyways, on Saturday night which is the 4th of April, we had a bday dinner for Siew Ho. Alot of people could not make it because I'm such a last minute person grrr.. BUT, Esther,Iman,Andrea made it. And Siew Ho of course. It was raining so darn heavily! We went to Swensen's SS2. I walked under the rain without an umbrella while the others were struggling to open it XD

I love the waiter. We told him everytime the food comes, pass it to Esther so that she can snap pics of it ( Oh My Slurps, wait for an update!) but the family behind us so damn mafan. EESH. So kuno.

Siew Ho was kind of cautious when he wanted to order cause he scared he would not be able to pay it off. Esther and I were wondering, shouldn't the birthday boy not pay? sheesh. haha. So I lied to him by telling him he could order wtv cause Esther had a card.

THEN, we went back to order Earthquake. You know? The 8 scoops of ice cream with sprinkles and all and dried ice in the middle?yeah. And we could put candles on it! Esther was so happy when siew ho went up to the toilet. So she could bring the earthquake out. I went up and stalled Siew Ho by the excuse of wanting to take pictures. MUAHAHHA

We went down and he got his earthquake :) We could not care less bout the mafan family and we sang and took pictures and made noise.HAH. Sorry, I know it is very inconsiderate when people are trying to have a nice meal but you know, a smile doesnt kill. We went back to Esther's place and I sent Siew Ho home.

It know it's too late, but happy birthday :)

XOXO

2009-03-28T10:54:00.000-07:00

Serena's a two faced loser and Blair if my BFF now.

Earth Hour!

2009-03-28T07:06:00.000-07:00

I saved the world!

Yes I did!

I am so proud. whoo! Kay, I might just being a tiny bit exaggerating.

And I am finally on the computer after a decade has gone by.

Stupid KH project, probably getting a C. Sheesh.

Left my baby in Esther's house. Nonononononono.

I owe Esther another eleven bucks. Keeping that in mind.

Making do with an old skool phone.

Anyways,

25th March 2009

On this day, it was Erica Chan Shearn Ean's bday.

She prolly wont read this BUT

if she did, I want her to know

How awesome she is! She has helped me through a lot, really has. One that I can tell a lot to. Like A LOT. One of the first few I told bout you know what :) Wait actually you ARE the first, I think. HAHA. My rock in class for 2 years man. One that I can sleep on when I am tired of Puan Nomi. Eventhough she yells at me in Math class and turned everyone's head towards me when they hear her go " SABREENA"! Emberassing, I might add. Nevertheless, she is one of the supergirls in my life. I love you lumpfard :) Keep those Ipanemas till u grow old! Makes you feel like Cinderella eh?

27th March 2009

On THIS day pulak, was Adele Tan Kay Ann's birthday! She seriously never fails to make me laugh la. Her super hysterical ways to lead a life. I sayang you so much Dele. I admire you sangat sangat cause you are like super courageous, really! She never fails to make me feel good bout myself! Iman and I bought u a bday present already kay! :)

There it is. The awesome people.

go figure

2009-03-22T07:06:00.000-07:00

Sometimes when people ask me if I'm okay or not, I brighten up, then think

Are they genuinely concerned?

Or

Just curious to find out the reason of the misery?

Ma fu ba XD

2009-03-20T09:00:00.000-07:00

Went One U today/tonight with iman, esther, siew ho and Joshua. Ate dinner at burger king, then watched dragonball!

Finally! I have waited for so longgg and we finally watched it. I was damn happy. As much as people said it is a total waste of time and money to watch dragonball, I thought it was one of the best movies I have watched this year. It was nice la. The fight scene ended too early, but the rest was nice. Watch it! And there was this big picture of the Jonas Brothers at this music booth thing, I took a picture with it. People were watching so I was a wee bit self conscious. lol. Then we went to Toys R Us and played around. My brother fetched us. U cannot get a brother that is super patient to fetch me and my friends home okay! Dont play play.

I am literally going to break down and cry. I have not watched the Jonas Brothers 3D concert experience yet. A lot of things came up and they already stopped showing it. I dont know what to do. HELP ME. Seriously. nononononononononono

Why waste?

2009-03-17T22:27:00.000-07:00

Gah. I have not done a single useful thing lately except for builiding a house for my Sims. No homework done, No KH work done, No Sejarah project being thought about, neither Geografi project. Omeegosh. Writing this, I just remembered that I am not prepared for lisan.

My parents prefer to send me emails now, I guess they know that I will be on my computer every second now.

Latest email I got from my dad :

my M5 side Mirrors hv arrived. U can comb ur hair looking at the front or back of the mirror. Your hair shines the same.

Latest email I got from my mom:

no hair! what to shine!!!

Latest email I sent( nothing to do with the two email above) :

http://www.shoppingnsales.com/2009/03/11/14-22-mar-mph-stock-clearance-promotion/

I need to get BM books, as my BM language skills "suck".

Peace out people.

indifferent

2009-03-15T21:41:00.000-07:00

16th March 2009

Hello People.

Esther slept over on Saturday night. First time!

We were supposed to practice but we ended up playing the computer at night. I was freaking out about the performance and we weren't even sure what to perform even 20 mins before we went up on stage. Dumb? Yea.

We were supposed to leave at 11, but it was 11.45 and I had not even showered yet. SO we were madly rushing everywhere and finding stuff and when we were about to leave, I realized I had not printed out the score. wow yea. So rushed up, and Esther and Iman got annoyed.

My brother went along and he sent us to Atria. Freida( the worker at Roland) called and asked where we were, cause we missed out performance time, but fret not, they pushed it front.

Getting ready, teacher tuned for me, I was still not sure on what to play. The moment we got up, I just sat. I was not practically nervous, but I was scared that I would make a fool out of myself, you know?

I sat and just played. I couldn't hear me playing but I continued anyway haha.
It went so quick. Esther was so good. I still feel like I played horribly :(

Got over it, watched Stanley perform and a few other bands too. Esther, Samantha, Iman and Melvin went for lunch at Seri Penang. Ordered the usual, Claypot Chicken Rice! We were so hyped up at lunch lol. I think we got everyone else irritated.

Iman, Esther and Sam went back to my house. Sam left soon after :(
We played the computer and when it rained I had to off it and we all just lied down. The rain made the day so peaceful. I am a big fan of the rain now :)

Esther stayed till around 11 something. Ordered for pizza, I fell in love with the person who took our order lol (inside joke). Esther had a terrible nausea. We ordered pizza and she could not even take a bite. I felt so helpless! Then she had to go! Man, I was alone.

I got Esther and Iman addicted to L4D :)

Thanks Sam, Iman and Melvin for coming:)

Jitters!

2009-03-14T18:51:00.000-07:00

Im do darn scared, A few more hrs till our performance and we aren't even sure of what song to perform. Great huh?

HELP ME.

Gosh

2009-03-08T22:33:00.001-07:00

Get your own light.

Shine on me

2009-03-08T05:58:00.000-07:00

Omeegoshhhh

I went for class on Saturday (later than Esther) and I went in, teacher was like, oh class finish already. Pfftt Sarcasm. Neways, I sat and teacher said can u play and sing. I looked at Esther and she looked back lol. I was so lost. I diagnosed myself as tone-deaf and so I refused to sing. Esther kononnya got sore throat. PSSHH. Seriously la, she has an awesome voice. You hear also you feel like smiling :)

And so, suddenly out of nowhere teacher said "okay u guys perform". wth. So yea, we're performing. Esther on vocal and I'm playing.

I am hesitating on putting the venue and date cause I am scared but I want you all to hear Esther's voice. SOOOO full details will be up soon.

Hypocrite.

2009-03-06T03:21:00.000-08:00

-Argh my arm hurts. Exams went horrible. Maths paper, to be exact. I am just no good in maths.

-Got my computer back, whee =D

-Jonas Brothers 3D,a must-watch. DUH.

-'Hey Monday', Seriously this band reminds me of paramore. Don't you think so?

- Super lost in softball. Seriously did not think I would get in but still, I'm not in anymore. Cause I don't know how to play haha but it's softball is funnn.

Tim

2009-02-27T00:32:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday Timothy Sim!

Awesome wishes to you my -english correcting-sarcastic-funny-left4deadplaying-grammar nazi-weird- friend.

Details Shmetails

2009-02-25T00:05:00.000-08:00

Ah I have not properly studied yet. Everyone is freaking out bout exams.

I am too, dreading it as well.

I feel so happy when I got the text message. I really would love to be in the drama club :)

I will work hard. Corny-nya but really, I shall try. I love it.

Proper updates after exams I guess.

For now, Ciao.

For the sake of updating

2009-02-21T16:05:00.000-08:00

I hate the feeling of not updating my blog. I feel..outdated?
Neways,
I wanted to post picturees on our netball trip but my computer failed me (as always)
Nvm, wait till pig comes back.

So in the meantime, Tag by Pesther.

Pass the quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you:

1. Esther
2. Iman
3.Joshua
4.Siew Ho
5. Kryssie Chan
6. Dele
7. Manda(haha cause u finally have a blog)
8. Danny Ong
9. Alisha
10. Chii

Who is no.7 having a relationship with? (Manda)
- Oh she is with *some text missing*

Who is no.9 having a relationship with? (Alisha)
- Me :)

If no.9 and no.1 are together,will it be a good thing? (Alisha and Esther)
- Cant imagine, cause they have never met each other before.

What about no.1 and no.5?(Esther and Krys)
- Sure sure. Gay marriage is already allowed in many states.

What is no.3 studying? (Joshua)
- How to make cookies!

When was the last time you chatted with no.6? (Dele)
- In school, merentas desa.

Does no.8 have any cousin(s) in his/her school? (Daniel)
- Not that I know of.

Will you woo no.8? (Daniel)
- Erm. What.

How about no.4? (Siew Ho)
- EEESH.

Does no.2 have any siblings? (Iman)
- Yuppp.

How did you get to know about no.3? (Joshua)
- We were in the same class in std. 4

No.4? (Siew Ho)
-during Standard 5

No.7? (Manda)
- Bayan practise, was it?

No.2? (Iman)
-Same class when were in primary.

Where does no.1 live at? (Esther)
- SS2 and Sunway Sutera.

How did you get to know no.10? (Chii)
-Same class la that time.

Is no.5 the sexiest person in the world? (Krystle C)
- Duh. I call her sexy everyday.

***********************************

1. Does anyone know your password?
-Yeaaaa

2. What was the last thing you ordered at McDonalds?
- Chocolate Sundae.

3. Are you an emotional person?
-Yup but I do not cry while watching movies. I cry on real life situations.

4. Do you like your name?
- Sure I do.

5. Do you believe in love at first sight?
- Used to, but being a realist, nope.

6. Ever felt jealous of your friend?
-Who hasnt?

7. What was the last thing you did?
- i was left 2 die.

8. Who's next to you?
- *gasp*

9. Who was the last person you ate with?
-hannah montana

10. What song are you listening toright now?
- Just wanna be with you

11. How's the weather right now?
- not hot neither cold.

12. Last person you called?
- Pig,

13. Last song you sang?
-Viva La Vida

14. Last time you danced?
-In the toilet.

15. Lost a friendship over something stupid?
- Kind of.

16. Last thing you ate?
- Chocolate.

17. Been really depressed before?
- i guess so.

18. Faked being sick to miss school?
- Had the thoughts to, but had no guts to try,

19. What time did you wake up today?
-roughly 5.30 a.m.

20. Current taste?
- erm, salty? I dont get this question.

21. What are you wearing right now?
- Surfer pants and t shirt.

22. Are you too shy to ask anyone out?
- I ask Esther out all the time.

23. Where are you right now??
- i am home, homie.

24. Current lover?
- J.

25. What date and day is it?
-22nd Feb, Sunday.

26. Did you go anywhere today?
- It's 8.27 a.m., so I dont think I had time to go out just now.

27. What did you do there?
-*refer previous answer*

28. Do you call your parents by their first name?
-Yea sometimes.

29. Are you an only child?
- No. Two elder sisters.

30. Where do you go shopping?

- Malls?

31. Do you like where you work?
- Yea I'm growing fond of playing the computer.

32. Do you like books?
- Yup I do.

Oh Merentas Desa was awesome. Of course I did not get a placing but the feeling of just exercising is great. But I went home and ate a piece of chocolate. Hardwork went down the drain eh?

Get down Study-uddy-uddy.