Emo Crap

Ok so I know there was one post b4 this but that was like a month ago..=(..this is my real one..after much consideration..i decided to create a blog..LOL..haha...

i hate dat part of my life so much..3 days ago was the worst day i had so far this year..I cant believe I didnt see it coming..I kinda did but not like dat..and getting it frm her made it worse ..when i heard i froze and pretended to not care...I casually slipped away..I told my buddies and thank god dey comfort-ed me..im sorry J for crying..I cant help it.Its too much for me to handle..It had been so long and it ended just like dat..

The WORST thing was dat..dat person DOESNT know..whats goin on..dat person doesnt know a thing..Y should I care? After moments of emo-ing..I let it all out by pouring everything to my friends..I love u all so much..sorry but THIS WOUND ISNT GONNA HEAL..

I've waited so long. Trying to think what I did wrong. Didnt know behind u were sneaking around . I'll just have to take the downfall. I know its not ur fault. Its mine. for not having the slightest courage to even say hi. so dats it. I got the consequences. Happy now? or do u wan to make this bleeding wound deeper?

lala~~

URGH! stupid my comp was invaded by virus! ppl who got no life created it! PPL! if anybody sent you an image then asking u if it looks weird..DUN ACCEPT! juz close the window! ..

anyway..this is my first entry..HI...woke up like at 11 today..WOW..then had to clean the house..oh joy!..den went out t but 100 plus for dad and to buy bananas..bought the WRONG one..I miss Carmen and Amanda! dey r at phillipines and japan! at least got to spend a day wif each of em b4 dey left..i LOVE the jobros..JOE IS SO HOT! well..bye..nuthing else to write anyways..